Go Insane, Go Insane. Throw Some Glitter, Make It Rain.

so new years didnt go as planned. we were gonna stay out all night and get wasted as fuuuck. but emily couldnt go anywhere :| so i went to her house until like 12:15am. we bought weeed the other day from tristan lmfao and smoked with him and robert, hilar. but anyway, we got high & a had a drink. then watched project x. it was pretty cray forreal. so whatevaaa then we went to waffle house this morning, smoked before so it was delishhhhh :p omg. hahaha.
hopefully signing up for college classes tomorrow.. woooo. too excited. probz just gonna take like 3 classes for now. and get another job. i NEED more money. this church nursery $180 a month shiit is barely getting me through. and i have to move outttt or ill die. so yeah.. gotta do that.
 
happy new years bitchez.

i just went to second block today, dont have to go tomorrow, and then 1 exam on friday & i'm DONE!
soo fuckinggg cray! starting college in a few weeks :|
and Christmas in 6 days! elllll yeah!
 
last weekends blog: 12/14/12-12/15/12
told my parents i was going to a "sleepover" at some girls house. lie. went and stayed at some guys houase with sierra. shes talking to the guy and it was his house. but yeeahh it was pretty fun, hung out with sierra, stewart, stuart, luke, and ben. it was the first time i had met any of those guys. went to taco bell at like 2:30am hahaha and slept on a superrrr comfortable fold out couch with ben! hahah, didnt get nooo sleep, and got up and smoked a blunt at like 4:30am lmaooo forreal slept for like 2 or 3 hours that night. then woke up and left not long afterwards. me and sierra went to CiCis looking ratchet, it was so good though. hahaha. and then i had christmas with my moms side of the family at 4, got home at 9pm, got sierra and went to a party.. drove all the way out there just to find out it had just gotten busted! ugh. saw my cousin there too! ahaha. but then we went to a different partyy, it was alright. had some signature screwdrivers! that shittt is tooo good. then went home at 12am. and got up and went to work at church. and that was about all the excitement.
better be some good parties this weekend! I'M DONE WITH HIGHSCHOOL BITCHEZZ!

35 days..shiit cray! cant fuckingg wait! ahhhh :D
and i found out the other day that i'm NOT getting my wisdom teeth out this year! dentists are stupid as fuuuck they arent ready yet, so yeah. too happy

was at a party this weekend. got home around 12. ben and daniel went to another party and randomly got jumped..called for a ride cause they were pretty beat up, so i go out at like 2am to go pick them up, wasnt answering my moms phone calls, so when i got home i got bitchedd at until 4:30 in the morning... for not answering my phone.. when i was driving.. for my beat up friends & boyfriend.. #sorryNOTsorry bitchh. godddd its so fuckingg stupid, grounded for a motherfuckingg WEEK for not answering my phone in that situation. THA FUCKK. i fuckingg hate my mom. so yeah its monday, can not wait for this week to be over. ughhhh. but anywayzzz..um, about 3 months left of school for me. tooo fuckingg ready. def been the best year of my life by farrrrrr. & also gotten in more trouble this year than i ever have in my life put together.. but i mean heyyyy it was worth it, wouldnt change a thinggg. peace bitchezzz.

im almost done with high school.. wut.
my schedule:
1st block- Gov/Econ
2nd block- English
3rd block- Genetics
4th block- Math
sucks asssss, but i have all core classes cause im graduating earlyy in december. fuckingg 4 months! ahhhh.
but uuum yeah, didnt have school todayy i went to the lake with emily yesterday & came back today. friday and saturday.. um i dont really remember it. i know we went to a creek, and a lot of other places.. it was really fun though, whatever we did hahaha. it was crayyyzy. teehee.
one day last week me emily ben and daniel smoked before school, and we all have the same 1st block & were late.. we all walked up in there15 minutes late smelling like weed. AHAHA so funny, and our intern is a cop..how smart are we. lmfao. we've had some pretty fun times lately thoughhh. too bad i cant remember them. whatevaaaa.

omfg, i dont even know where to start. our computer has been messed up so i havent been able to blog! and i def dont remember all the great times ive had :( sad. but my life has been a fuckingg party! this year has been the best one yet, and also the worst just b/c of all the trouble and shittyy relationships ive had. ive been partying so much. 8-4-12 i went to chris's party and was high as ive ever been in my life! it was the craziest thing ever! i was so outgoing and met a few new people, and met more the 11th when me, daniel, and emiy went to a party. it was so fun. i dont even remember all what ive done but its been a blasttt and school starts a week from today! sooo not ready for it but ready to be done with high school in like 5 months, cray! time has seriously flownnn by so fast! so much has changed this year/summer mostly in good ways but some bad ones too. so yeah, i guess thats all i havent been grounded in a whileee, like almost 2 months i think which is reallyyyy good! considering ive still been lying about some stuff. anyways, idk if ill blog like i used to since it happens a lot now but we'll see :p bye betchezzzz!
 

im bored so im gonna go more into detail now.
so at that party, i went with sierra and her 2 cousins amber and ashley & another girl carob, i didnt know them. but we picked them up and then went and i saw daniel which is chris's friend that i had met like a day or 2 before and smoked with. so i chilled with him, peyton, and rachael and a lot of other people in the "stoner section" of the party ahahaha, we smoked soooo much! like 4 or more grams in just a couple hours, it was so crazy you guyzzz how high i was.. omfg. and i had been drinking a little too, signature screwdrivers <3 which we had a few days before from when my parents went out of town and i had people over. craig and lucas bought me some weed and i smoked with them to pregame and they ended up coming back over with me sierra haleigh and morgan. smoked more. and then me sierra and haleigh went to chettes, i have no idea how we got there cause i was a littleee fuckedd up hahaha i was stoned when we got there cause chris said i was staring at the sky and stuff and spilled my drink over. it was so cray.
but yeah, me and chris had been talking for like a month, went on a date or two and he met my parents & then i met his best friend daniel and we hung out and smoked and chris got mad but it was okay cause then i found out the truth about chris, he's a man whore who only wanted one thing. so i really dont care, that was recent. i see him every now and then which is awkwarddd cause i still hang out with his best friend daniel.
but now me and emily are single betchez! and partying it uppppp! our LAST summer ever! as high schoolers anyways.. cant believe it.

so i think it was 7-9-12.
me and emily and our stupid adventures. tahaha
we got weed from tim, by ourselves! it was so scurryyy ahaha. but we bought a gram and then got robert and this guy tyler so we could use his bong, and then we went to this place that we gooo to smoke, and it was really fuckingg hot. but yeah we smoked it and then left. me & emily do not remember the car ride taking them back or going home, which is baddd cause she was driving, all we remember was her running a stop sign that 'wasnt green' hahaha, and going through police being scared AF but it was just a wreck. ohh but we had went to chick fil after we took robert and tyler back. we got out and just stood there in the parking lot for a while cause we were having some troublesss hahaha and then we go in and just sit there cause we were not okay to order lololol and we were just being crayyy and then we finally go up there and we were laughing and yeah we seriously dont remember the car ride from there to my house. yes, we went home. and my parents were there. and we were being stoooooopid! it was hellarious. and then we watched 21 jump street. and then emily went home. and i was sitting there on my phone and i couldve sworn emily was still there but then i looked around and then i remembered she left.. taaaha. losing our memory. not gewd. lololol whatevsss.

friday (7-6-12) me emily ben and cody hung out. awz. it was just like old times! tahahaha. but we were gonna go see a movie but they made this new stupid fuckingg rule where you cant go after a certain time without parent consent if your under 18. like how fuckingg old do you need to be to see a damn movie? seriously. its so stupid. so instead we got weed and went to brandons neighborhood and got highhh. and then me and emily had to go home and we were both in our own cars by ourselves and i was just talking and singing to myself the wholeee way home. and was staring at the lightning and wasnt even paying attention. but anyway we went to her house to get her stuff cause she was spending the night. we were cray. and then we came to my houseee and took pictures and watched the lightning. teehee, sew fun.
 
and then yesterdayyy (7-7-12) i got invited to a party but i wasnt sure if i wanted to go. and i went with sierra to buy a shirt for her to wear and then we met up with chelsi and they told me i had to gooo ahaha, so me and sierra went to my house and got ready and then went to chelsis with tristan and robert. and went to the partyyy but we got lost and didnt get there until like 11pm, and we were staying the night with chelsi and she had a 12:30 curfew so we didnt get to stay too long. but it was so much fun. there were soooo many people and they had beer pong on the front porch hahaha, and i almost threw up from chugging a mikes, it was so gross. but yeah we got drunkkkk and sierra threw up from chugging ittt hahah and i was falling all over the place and saying all this stupid shitt to chris, and then i passed out on robert on the way home. ahahahah it was so fun thoughh.
and then i had to get up at like 8:15 this morning cause i had to go to work at church. which sucked asssss cause i felt like shit and had to deal with little kids and annoying fuckingg music. ugh. but whateverrrr. it was worth it. :)

sooo yeah. 7-4-12 i woke up kinda late, went to my grandads for a few minutes, went to zaxbys, went home, got my dad, went to the store, and back to my grandads. and then sierra came over there and we went swimmingg. i had made my dad buy me some mikes lemonadee so i had 2 of those and then my mom gave us a daily frozen drink thing, i think it was like wine..it was kinda gross. but whatevsss. and then we ate dinner and went to my house, got ready, and went and got payton and went to this guys lake house. there was probably like 30 people theree, and then me, chris, sierra, matt, and like 5 other people were sitting out on the boatt just talking and stuff. and then me and sierra went inside cause she had to pee. hahah. and some adults were asking how old we were & when we said 17 they were like oh we can only do 18 or older, keep walking. likee wtf, what were you gonna do to me if i was 18? freakkkks. but then sierra wanted to leave cause it wass kinda boring and she was getting pissed at matt. soo we told him and chris bye and we left the lakee. and then we went to this store where she works and got this dude to get us some more mikesss :) and then we went to taco bell. and drove around looking for something to do, but it was like 11pm and we had to be home at 12, so at like 11:30 we went to the baseball fields so she could eat her food and we chugged a mikes lemonade and threw the bottles in the woods. and then we were gonna go in the tower things but then the sprinklers came on, so we ran through them. then went back to her car and went home. and we felt like shiiiiiit. should not have chugged that shit and then ran around. worst idea everrr. ahaha so yeah thats about all we did, on the 3rd we went and watched the fireworks with some peoplee. pretty good 4th thoughhhh. teehee

sooo me & the guy i was dating broke up, again. hehe.
but my friend sierra called me last night (7-2-12) to see if i wanted to hang out with this guy matt she likes and his friend chris. so she came and got me and then we met them at the movies and followed them to chris's farm house that was like 20 minutes awayyy. so we got there at like 9:30pm and we both had to be home at 11 so we couldnt stay long. but we just chillllled and hung out. the house was really weird cause its like his 'party house' so it was kinda emptyy and it was just us four there out in the middle of nowhere. but it was pretty funnnn, and then me and sierra left and went to the gas station and then she took me homee.
so yeah. and then a different matt kept trying to get me to sneak out or let him sneak over, hah helllllz no. and then aaron wanted me to sneak out and come party with him and his friend caleb. toooo bad i cant sneak out anymore!
it suuuucks. but whatevsss.
 
teehee